And I'm going to finish this thing. With any luck and God's grace, in the next 12 days. If I write 3000 words a day for the next 12 days I should be able to get to 60,000 words and if it's done by then I'm gonna call it good. 

Day one was a success. I wrote 3200 words in one hour using this website called Write or Die. Hopefully I can keep it up. God willing....

I'm switching to a different project... maybe... I feel like I need to do something... something about the world... I feel like God gave me my talents for a reason and there's something I'm supposed to do with them. He's given everyone a mission because everyone is here for a reason. 

So maybe I'm temporarily giving up on Love Unending because I'm struggling. Maybe I'm struggling with it because God wants me to do something else. Something that could make a difference. Something that could change peoples' lives--by His hand, not my own, of course. 

I'm still trying to figure things out. I will come back to this trilogy at some point, hopefully soon, unless God doesn't want me to. But your prayers would be most appreciated while I'm trying to discern what it is God wants me to do. Thank you, and God bless!!

That was excruciating. 

Wrote 100 words...

Procrastination kicked in and I somehow ended up on Amazon looking for Sherlock t-shirts...

I unintentionally relate so much to my main characters it's not even funny. :'( I know you're not supposed to do that, but it was an accident.

I had no motivation to write today. NONE. Zero. Ugh... I hate when that happens. So, after putting it off for most of the day, I saw that my sister was writing and I really didn't want her to pass me up. If I hadn't actually sat down and written, she very well might have passed me up. 

So I plopped myself on the reclining couch and grabbed myself a snack (Gluten free peanut butter mini sandwich crackers) and would not let myself have a bit until I had written a page.

Yup, a whole page.

Motivation restored. Crisis averted. :P XD

Status: 19,106 words

Ugh, I hate when the high of starting a project wears off and you're left with no motivation to write. I'm four days ahead and didn't get much writing done today and really didn't feel like writing. This is where the rubber meets the road.

Nothing to report, except that I'm falling off my 3,000 words a day spree :P Hopefully I can settle into a steady rhythm now ;)